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Sunday, April 02, 2006

troubled eyes

how i wish i could understand the years
and perhaps find the answers that seem
to have hidden so far down my soul.
it slowly extinguishes the light that
burns inside, the cold overtakes the
sadness, i dont know wish is worse.

if all pain were the same would it be
any different? could i exchange this
wrenching breaking of my heart for
physical pain? because the emotions
ache some much harder.

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little girl hiding inside the body of a woman, like a cameleon trying to blend in with the habitat looking for survival. but how can she survive, sometimes she is pushed so far down, her innocence seems to evaporate before her eyes. her tears that by now have dried, keep her eyes from seeing what lies in front. thus her vision seems confusing, she imagines beautiful things but as she gets closer she sees only darkness. stuck between rebellion and commitment she is pulled by each side, ripping away any self concious decision she can make. little girl, little girl who cant grow up, but cant stay young

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