i sat in the edge of an amphitheater today
it reminded me of your face and the promises
that never came.
i sat in a corner alone today and i cried,
the tears fell for the times we will never
spend and the ones that went away.
i walked out of the amphitheater today but
that didnt make the memories go away, and
it didnt stop the rain.
i sat at the edge of a rocky bench today,
it reminded me that im a fool, foolish enough
to have thought that unconditional love meant
i sat in the corner alone today and hid my head
in my hands trying in vain to shake all these
silent thoughts away.
playlist of choice: losing the rainbow
song of choice: Radio in heaven- plain white t's
quote of the moment: "do they have radios in heaven i hope they do cause they are playing my song on the radio and im singing it to you and if they dont have radios in heaven here is what ill do, ill bring my guitar when the time is up and ill play it for you"
and in the middle of a sunny day a rainbow appeared, i thought
it was a call from you and as the glitter of the sunlight
danced around my eyes i through myself on the white sand and
dreamnt of you. i wonder if that rainbow was a call from
heaven and it was meant for me, i hope even there you think
of me cause i cant seem to forget your face. i sing out songs
to you, im praying you can hear them, and if not then i write
down selfless words to say you were a dream come true. please
send down another rainbow so i could feel you close. you left
before i had a chance to tell you how much you helped me grow,
you left before i got the chance to say thank you for believing
in me (you should know i always believed in you). could you send
down another sign just to let me know you are alright and tell
me is it all you imagined it would be? i miss you sunshine.