ive been thinking about stars and rainbows....
when the sky was tainted grey
thoughts of color crossed my head
i cant get you out of mind and i cant pretend i remember what it was like to be next to you. i've forgotten what it smelled like, ive forgotten what they were. but i still remember all the words and i remember all the colors. because somehow its never over, we could forget some things and we will remember others, but most of all the feelings never seem to disappear. Feelings like these are the only ones time has no power over. i wonder if you've forgotten, i wonder wether youre so busy looking down on others you missed me. I never fully understood what it meant to lose someone till years after i lost you, i have ideas of how i would of reacted differently and perhaps kept a stronger memory, stronger answers to why. but all i got was simplicity, but perhaps thats all the reason i need.
*perhaps in heaven i could answer all my doubts.. still missing you... still wishing you were here.
Song of choice: Radios in heaven - plain white t's
Monday, March 26, 2007
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
i'm missing my moon tonite...
I am waiting, dreaming, being.
can you come sing me to sleep,
cause ive been awake for so long
i've forgotten how to close my eyes.
I promise i wont look back when my
mind plays tricks on me late at night
while im waiting for the sunrise.
theres a beautiful silence thats burning
inside while im searching for the answers
that lay hidden in the past.
wont you come sing me to sleep tonight
and perhaps i wont be so restless when
this thoughts creep once again into my mind.
and im thinking of what was and what might have been.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Anyways i know i havent written lately for that i apologize... all do my best que no vuelva a pasar.... Im glad everything is going great for you and for those whose life aint going that peachy.... well... better luck next time.
quote of the day: "My tears run down like razorblades And no, I'm not the one to blame It's you ' or is it me? "-secondhand serenade
i drive by empty streets trying to listen
to sounds i know ive missed.
I wish that i had the chance to change
all that couldve been.
i stay awake at night hugging the broken
pieces of a bear i cant let go off.
the night all of the sudden seems so terrifying
when the abscence is clear.
I cant tell how this story will end
im just hoping your in a better place.
i could cry all day even when ive done all i could do. Your breaking my heart, im falling to pieces, i cant take it back, i cant make it right, and i tried. im losing my heart, im losing mind. listen to my moon, listen to the world.. the world that will break our heart.