There's music in love, love in music, and life is all in between

Monday, March 26, 2007

Cause its cold inside

ive been thinking about stars and rainbows....

when the sky was tainted grey
thoughts of color crossed my head

i cant get you out of mind and i cant pretend i remember what it was like to be next to you. i've forgotten what it smelled like, ive forgotten what they were. but i still remember all the words and i remember all the colors. because somehow its never over, we could forget some things and we will remember others, but most of all the feelings never seem to disappear. Feelings like these are the only ones time has no power over. i wonder if you've forgotten, i wonder wether youre so busy looking down on others you missed me. I never fully understood what it meant to lose someone till years after i lost you, i have ideas of how i would of reacted differently and perhaps kept a stronger memory, stronger answers to why. but all i got was simplicity, but perhaps thats all the reason i need.

*perhaps in heaven i could answer all my doubts.. still missing you... still wishing you were here.

Song of choice: Radios in heaven - plain white t's

My mind is a machinery

I want to cause change inside people... perhaps making a difference in a simple way.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

With thoughts in my head

i'm missing my moon tonite...

I am waiting, dreaming, being.

can you come sing me to sleep,

cause ive been awake for so long

i've forgotten how to close my eyes.

I promise i wont look back when my

mind plays tricks on me late at night

while im waiting for the sunrise.

theres a beautiful silence thats burning

inside while im searching for the answers

that lay hidden in the past.

wont you come sing me to sleep tonight

and perhaps i wont be so restless when

this thoughts creep once again into my mind.

and im thinking of what was and what might have been.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

This world will break your heart

Anyways i know i havent written lately for that i apologize... all do my best que no vuelva a pasar.... Im glad everything is going great for you and for those whose life aint going that peachy.... well... better luck next time.

quote of the day: "My tears run down like razorblades And no, I'm not the one to blame It's you ' or is it me? "-secondhand serenade

i drive by empty streets trying to listen

to sounds i know ive missed.

I wish that i had the chance to change

all that couldve been.

i stay awake at night hugging the broken

pieces of a bear i cant let go off.

the night all of the sudden seems so terrifying

when the abscence is clear.

I cant tell how this story will end

im just hoping your in a better place.

i could cry all day even when ive done all i could do. Your breaking my heart, im falling to pieces, i cant take it back, i cant make it right, and i tried. im losing my heart, im losing mind. listen to my moon, listen to the world.. the world that will break our heart.