There's music in love, love in music, and life is all in between

Thursday, October 15, 2009

10 reasons to love you

I was thinking of how love grows and sets itself in your heart changing forever the course that you set for yourself. i was thinking about you and as i try not to smile-- i rather not smile-- i cant help but remember that "id follow you into the dark"....

I remember:

* how your eyes change colors with moods and lights. theyve always fascinated me seeing that they can get so wide.

* i remember dancing to no music, but feeling it inside.

* how the light comes in the room with you, even when its dark.

* the strings of hair that are forever attached to you no longer my own that fall in my face as the look for your fingers.

* that we never saw the end of that documentary, even though we tried watching it 5 times.

* sharing our latest flirting conquests and laughing about who's better at it.

* highways to the mountains, trying not to fall off.

* how you can never stay angry for more than 5 minutes, how you dont let me be angry for more than two hours.

* how i love to pull you up and make you pretend your a plane, yes you are that skinny

* how we watched the sea one day, as it started to rain after 4 months away.

 you have always been a light, it was hard not to fall for you, as much as its hard to be without you,

Front steps

The thing about life crisis is that you know that this too shall pass, its the whole process till the end that sucks.

Here a million stars did lay with stories that have been left untold
and here at dusk they hide away. 


here 30 nights go by and a dreamers sleep is interrupted by the weeping
of the darkest nights.

the stars do set in high positions to watch the dreamers truths relay in a
power forged by their hidden magic.

oh stars, how does ones faith fade? share the secrets you contain at least if
only on this day, sleepless nights they relish on hope attributed to poor unknowns
that the sky does hold.

Thursday, October 08, 2009

i dreamnt of you yesterday, i dreamnt when i couldnt sleep but wouldnt wake
i spent the day spinning on blacken chairs staring at the flouforesent light that
cant stay still. all because i dreamnt of you, i dreamnt of you and after i woke,
i was surrounded by sadness and confusion.
ruptured eardrums over cataract eyes.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Seaweed eyes

I've been stuck at home, having to hear everyone give me their opinion of what is that i should do and all i hear is noise, that does me so so bad.

i want the meteor to shine again.

Monday, March 16, 2009

dont know why im still afraid.

I try to find solace in my sleep
but am not content in 
the overbearing darkness.


Thursday, January 29, 2009

Un deseo

And as the world keeps on turning,
so do my thoughts... and as they fade
alas, im in peace.

Monday, January 26, 2009

There goes the downpour

And im trying to figure out how to make this all better.

and im trying to find my own peace of mind and perhaps
wash away these thoughts.

send the rain my way....

Thursday, January 22, 2009

I see a starless sky

In the distance between me and the stars 
i found a world of heavenly delights. 
Concealed behind shapeless clouds, 
bright auroras and endless synergy 
awaited. 

But today i looked up at the sky and saw that all the stars were missing, i thought perhaps they might be hidden behind the clouds, but as i searched.... i found none. The light has temporarily disappeared until the sky remembers the stars once again. in the meantime, the world keeps on turning and a piece is still missing.

Monday, January 05, 2009

I wont be around

I suppose ill start my new year with expectations and leaving the past behind. Because sometimes when we let go of things we see the truth behind them and then they loose all respect.  whatver... more later