There's music in love, love in music, and life is all in between

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Poison cup

M. ward's "Poison cup" tends to bring out the nostalgia in me.... except i dont ever want to feel that way again. so full of love and hurt. bitter.....

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Politically correct

i want it all... if i dont look back....

Tuesday, June 08, 2010

I'm back with scars to show

I'll keep a light on for you so you can always find your way back.

i will do my best to keep you safe.

if there was hope, anywhere, anytime

let that be now and that place here with

me. there are days im afraid i wont wake

up, nights i dont think i could recover from,

and fears i dont think i can escape. all

because you are gone, and when you're

gone, everything seems dark and hollow.


The Last Kiss Quote:

Michael: I'm in love with your daughter Stephen, Maybe that doesn't mean anything you but I'm standing here. You are her father, I am looking you in the eyes and I'm telling you I will do anything in the world to get your daughter back.
Stephen: Really?
Michael: Really.
Stephen: Anything?
Michael: I'll do anything.
Stephen: People say that, they don't mean it.
Michael: But I mean it!
Stephen: Well it's very simple... do whatever it takes.
Michael: It's that simple?
Stephen: Yes... you can't fail if you don't give up.

Stop talking about love. Every asshole in the world says he loves somebody. It means nothing. It still doesn't mean anything. What you feel only matters to you. It's what you do to the people you say you love, that's what matters. It's the only thing that counts

Monday, March 29, 2010

still on my mind

there are a few things i remember about you... you used to love elvis presley and we used to sing la bamba.... but maybe we only sang it once. maybe i dont remember the parts where you werent perfect... you left an empty chapter in my life. i wonder if wherever you are, you know that im thinking about you... or if you could even see me now.

i cant remember when it happened... i dont remember the month or the day...

Monday, February 22, 2010

Have a little faith

On the way to the mountains, 3 days shy of turning 25 i recognized faces in others representing parts of me, my past, people who are no longer here.

i was hoping to see him, because i noticed the coincidences... i didnt. yet it was the only face i wanted to see. as i lay down, eyes closed, lights of i thought if him and i decided to have a little faith.

i explained how i didnt understand why for someone i hadnt seen in yours he was still important to me and how much it hurt not being able to say that to his face when he was gone. and in an act that could be more than me, at my 25th birthday i finally realized that maybe he had done what he came to do in this world and maybe that was help me understand others.

i have no crisis today, i know where i should go and im writing it down in case i should forget, that i couldnt save him, i cant save others, but i can help. and maybe thats what i should do in life.

Sunday, January 03, 2010

this is the truth nobody knows.

heartbreaks.... commonly known as feeling ones heart break, but do you feel it falling into pieces? breaking in the middle or simply does it feel as though it stopped beating. Broken hearts as they are commonly known feel more as though the heavy pressure of rocks has broken your ribs that perforate both of your lungs that feels the cavities with oozing blood every broken bone and useless organ landing in your heart tearing every ventricle from its post, and ultimately your heart is broken.

i dont know, im just saying.

my heart if perfectly tied to all its ventricles....

for now