and she said "i think i'll stay here a while" as she sat in the wet, cold grass. I wondered if she was comfortable with getting wet. She wouldnt have done it otherwise, i suppose. Her nonchalance was a bit disturbing, she has never been this calm. "I know what you are thinking" she said, "but the world feels different... emptier" she sighed as she whispered "i want to feel it all".
and she said "There is complete peace in this emptiness, like the feeling you get when you are falling asleep".